We can only be truly free when we respect ourselves and love ourselves, but
humanity, collectively and individually, finds this so hard to do. As a result,
we project into the world this self-dislike, even self-hatred, the spiritual cancer
within us. The inner turmoil becomes the outer turmoil reported on the news
bulletins. Some of the most aggressive people I have met have been those who hate
themselves and have no love or respect for themselves. If our thoughts and
attitudes change, so must life on this planet. If we heal ourselves, we heal the world.
The Prison Warder Consciousness knows all this. To maintain the outer chaos and
conflict, they know that we humans have to be manipulated into inner chaos and
conflict. We will then be broadcasting the thought waves, energies, that reflect our
inner state of dis-ease and dis-harmony into the energy fields of the Earth, thus
creating the outer, planetary, dis-ease and dis-harmony, which is so essential to the
maintenance of the vibratory prison. Dogmatic religion has been used to fantastic
effect over thousands of years to fuel and exploit emotions like fear and guilt, and
the feeling of being ‘unworthy’. This has encouraged people to hand over their right
to think and feel to a Bible and a priest because they have not had the confidence or
self-belief to realise that they have a right, and an infinite gift, to make their own
decisions. As the power of religion has waned in the face of ‘science’, politics, and
economics, these have become the new religions with new books and priests –
scientists, politicians, economists – to whom we can concede our right to think and
feel. We are encouraged to deny our own infinite potential. We are “born sinners”,
apparently, and I cringe when I hear the mass of humanity described as the
“common people” or “the ordinary man and woman in the street”, or when
politicians describe the population as “our people”, as if we are children who must
be looked after by their higher intelligence.
There are no ‘ordinary people’. There are no ‘common people’. There are only
glorious expressions of the one consciousness that is creation. Each aspect is
unique, equally special, and loved by the source of all that is. Each one is on an
eternal journey of evolution through experience and all have the potential to do
anything and be anything we want to be.
The process of awakening and deprogramming will be stifled and, at worst,
suffocated unless we let go of these programmed responses like fear, guilt, and the
sense of worthlessness. Every second, we are taking in energies from the cosmos around us and from other levels of our own consciousness. These are the ‘feeling’,
‘intuitive’, energies I have spoken about. This flow and connection comes in
through the base chakra (vortex) in the genitals area and up through the central
channel to the other major chakras. It also flows the other way, too. From here it
affects all areas of our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual being. When this
flow is powerful and harmonious we are operating at our full intuitive potential,
but this can only be achieved when we are at peace with ourselves. Like everything,
emotions such as fear, guilt, and resentment, are an energy. These deep-seated and
often long-held emotions act like dark knots of energy which eat us away and are, if
not dealt with and released, a major cause of dis-eases such as cancer and heart
problems. They block or diminish the natural, powerful, flow of intuitive energies,
as they pass through our levels of being.
You might see these knots of energy symbolically like dams or big rocks in a fast
flowing river, slowing down the flow and causing disharmony as eddies and
whirlpools are created. In a way, the vibratory prison is like a vast knot of negative
energy which is holding back the flow of energies in this part of the cosmos; hence
other levels and civilisations are as keen as we are to remove it. When we lack selfworth and have feelings of fear and guilt, it holds us back from reconnecting with
our true, whole, selves. Yet, when you look from the spiritual perspective at what
makes us feel fearful and guilty, it all seems so ridiculous. Fear, guilt, and
resentment are not emotions we have to feel. They are emotions we create for
ourselves by locking into the programming which is passed on and intensified
across the generations.
Fear
Look at the bottom line of human existence, something that cannot be taken away
from us: today is the first day of the rest of our eternity, and the Source of all that is
has a love for all of us that is equal, beyond words, and eternal. As we reconnect
with levels of ourselves which are outside the jamming vibration, we can begin to
feel this incredible love and broadcast it into this physical world. When you connect
with that love, a love without judgement or condition, there simply is no fear or
guilt. You know there is nothing to fear. It is of our own creation and it is within the
power of our hearts and minds to un-create it. To be without fear is not to be
without awareness. I have heard it said that fear is essential for survival because it
is that which stops us walking across the street in front of a car or jumping into a
lion’s cage. But fear and awareness are not the same. You don’t have to be fearful to
know the consequences of something and avoid them. In fact fear is often the cause
of unpleasant events, not the protection from them.
It is the use and manipulation of fear that has allowed people like Averell
Harriman and Henry Kissinger to tell two countries the (often invented) aggressive
intentions of the other and so bring about conflict. Each country strikes out of the
fear of what the other is planning, or alleged to be planning, to do. Each one thinks:
“We must destroy them before they destroy us”. “Get your retaliation in first,” as a
soccer manager I knew used to say. War is overwhelmingly the physical manifestation of fear. It is the opposite polarity to love, trust, and respect – the
protectors from war and disharmony. If we remove fear from ourselves, we remove
our contribution to fear in the world. Removing fear from the world, removes war
and disharmony. Once again it starts with us.
Fear is indivisibly connected with a lack of self-worth and self-respect. All three
are the result of looking outside ourselves for confirmation that we are ok. The
reason most people say they can’t speak in public is fear. And the fear comes from
being concerned about what the audience thinks of them. They are looking to the
audience to confirm that what they are saying and doing is right and they fear those
people will either reject what they say or think them to be an idiot. Put the would-be
public speaker in an empty room or among their trusted family and friends and they
would be fine expressing their views. Put them in front of an audience and they can
hardly speak for nerves and lack of confidence. When you begin to reconnect and
understand the true nature of the human being, you begin to look within for
confirmation that you’re an ok person. It doesn’t matter what people think of you
and what you say. They have a right to think what they like – and so have you.
The only person you have to convince that what you are doing is right, is you. Of
course we need to listen to all views and information, but if you are in tune with
that flow of intuition from higher levels of yourself, you, and no-one else, will know
what is right for you to do and say. Once you realise that, and live it, you no longer
stand up in front of an audience worrying about what they will think of you
because you accept that they have every right to disagree. You know that what
really matters is what you think of you. Perhaps the most effective form of
information suppression is the fear of those who think differently to the status quo,
but are frightened of speaking out and passing on what they know and feel. It is
time for that to end.
Many people tell me they fear for my safety because of the ‘powers’ I am
challenging and exposing in this book and The Robots’ Rebellion, and for what I say in
the media and on the speaking tours. I can honestly say, hand on heart, that I feel no
such fear. I try to avoid unnecessary hassle that will affect my ability to communicate
information to a wide audience, but when I believe something to be right and in need
of communication, I do not fear the consequences. First of all, I feel enormously
protected in a way I could not express in words, and secondly, what’s the worst that
can happen? My eternal self leaves this physical shell and moves on to another
parallel world, another wavelength of reality. That doesn’t sound too bad to me. I
have had the benefit of experiencing years of severe and, for a while, constant ridicule
in the United Kingdom. It was impossible to walk down a street, literally anywhere,
without being pointed at, shouted at, and laughed at. This has diminished, but it still
goes on today among those who have accepted without a thought or question what
the media say I stand for. Such experiences have shown me how completely the vast
majority give their minds away and, most important on a personal level, that no
matter what people say about you or do about you, no-one can stop you if you refuse
to be intimidated and you look to yourself for self-assurance and not to others. What
does it matter what others think of you? People change what they think all the time and if we constantly seek to conform to the prevailing beliefs we just become clones
of another’s opinion – often programmed opinion – instead of masters of our own
hearts, minds, and destiny. There is nothing to fear.
Guilt
When I host weekend workshops and we talk about guilt, I never cease to be
amazed at the wonderful people before me who speak, movingly, of the guilt they
feel. Beautiful spirits who ooze warmth and love reveal sometimes a lifetime of
inner turmoil and emotional pain caused by guilt. It blights their lives and, in terms
of self-worth and the flow of intuitive energies from the higher realms, it is terribly
destructive. Guilt, like fear, is a creation designed to control. But, again, when you
analyse what makes us feel guilty, it is programmed ‘values’, mostly from
generations long passed. There are Roman Catholic priests all over the world with
sexual feelings they battle to suppress and with a sense of guilt at those natural
feelings which fills their days with emotional distress. Do you know why they are
forced to go through this nonsense? Because one Pope decided in 1074 that clergy
should be celibate. Sex and relationships are perhaps the most awesome of the
countless vehicles for the creation of guilt. If people have had a sexual experience
with someone who is not their official partner, they feel guilty and if news of it gets
out, they are made to feel even more guilty by a society which has been
programmed to inherit ‘values’ without question.
How would the tabloid newspapers fill their pages every day without passing
judgement on the morals of the rich and famous? And how many people with
much to offer the world have been destroyed by such ‘exposes’, in papers who
would not know a moral if it bit them on the bum? But hold on a minute, here. Who
said that expressing love for another human being (another aspect of ourselves) is
wrong unless it is the official partner? Did you decide that? The guy down the
street? Who? Religion decided it thousands of years ago, as I explain in The Robots’
Rebellion. And who or what was controlling religion? These same people were also
vehemently insistent at the time they decided on this form of “morality” that the
Earth was flat and Jerusalem was the centre of the universe. And yet we go on
judging ourselves and others and either feeling guilty or making others feel guilty
on the basis of what people thousands of years ago decided was right. It’s just crazy.
Who owns your body? You or someone else? Who owns your emotions and your
spiritual self? You or someone else? If you accept the above imposition the answer
is someone else. You are allowing them to impose thought and behaviour patterns
upon you which, if you go against them, create an enormous sense of guilt. This
area of love, sex, and relationships is a minefield of guilt which is holding back so
many people from reconnecting with their true and whole self. When you look
behind the words and the cliches surrounding relationships, we are not looking at
love. We are looking at a form of possession. I love you, therefore I own you. Yet
what is real love? It is a love so endless and without judgement or condition, that
we love a person for what they are, not what we say they must be if we are to love
them. We love them so much that we want them to experience whatever they need to experience to ensure that they can learn, evolve, and achieve what they have
come here to do. We have no wish to possess another human being, only to love
them. How many can truly say on that basis that they love someone? I am not
saying here that we shouldn’t respect the feelings of a partner. Of course we should,
but we have feelings, too, and a lifeplan for our experience, service to Creation, and
evolution. When you look at what makes people feel emotional pain over sex and
relationships, it is largely the result of programming. It has little to do with what is
right or wrong and everything to do with what that society has been programmed
to perceive as right or wrong over hundreds of years.
If a person was born into a rigid, sexually suppressive society, their emotions
would be blitzed by their partner expressing physical love for another, even though
the love that partner had for them remained undiminished or was even
strengthened. But if that same person was born in a loving and sexually open
society in which expressing physical love for each other was as natural as the sea
and sky, there would not be the same emotional pain in exactly the same
circumstances. Sex has been turned, by design I most strongly feel, into a form of
suppression, control, and limitation. Guilt is the major factor in achieving all three.
And if the power of the base (sexuality) chakra can be diminished, we don’t absorb
energy to our full potential. This affects our life span and creativity. On the one
hand, sex has been presented as something sinful and dirty, thanks to the influence
of religion, and on the other it has become for many a merely physical experience, a
means of releasing physical desires and frustrations. Both, I believe, are a travesty of
what sex really is. Indeed I would say there was a chasm of difference between sex
(physical) and spiritual love (physical/ spiritual).
The act of spiritual love is an explosion of spiritual energy. It is the
multidimensional expression of spiritual, emotional, and physical love and all those
energies are created and merged to affect positively both the individuals and the
Earth. Spiritual love between two people is a positive contribution to the world
because of the love and thought patterns it creates. So why are we supposed to feel
guilty about it? Some Eastern philosophies acknowledge this truth and their view of
sex and relationships is consequently different from the Western version which, as I
saw in a quite awful publication by the British government’s Health Education
Authority,1 has turned sex into the spiritual equivalent of artificial insemination.
At the moment of orgasm our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels
are as One and we are as One with our highest potential. All our energy centres are
wide open. This is a moment when we can reconnect and feel the bliss of that
experience if the intent is loving and spiritual. As with everything, however, there is
a downside to this if the intent is negative. Orgasm under those circumstances
opens up the energy centres to connection with the lower vibrational, malevolent
consciousness and this, I believe, is why so many of the dark esoteric ceremonies
involve sex and orgasmic experience. Whenever I look at something which helps us
to reconnect with our highest potential, be it sexual love, self-love, or the free flow
of information, I find that it has been, by calculated design at the Prison Warders
level, distorted and manipulated. Our view of sex and relationships is one very important example of this and it creates a tidal wave of guilt in the collective
human mind. I will return to this theme in a future book devoted to this subject.
Again, we need to follow our intuition. Does it feel right to express physical love for
someone, whoever they may be? Your mind may be shouting “guilt” at you in a
gathering panic. But what does your feeling centre, your heart, say? If it says yes
and it feels like the most natural thing in the world, then what could possibly be
wrong with that? It is possible to love more than one person at the same time. It is
possible to love all people and all lifeforms at the same time, in many different
ways. It is possible to love those who love us and love those who hate us. So why
do we say that everyone needs to love everyone to build a better world and yet feel
guilty on the occasions when our bodies are involved? What a contradiction it all is.
The body is only a vehicle for the eternal self, after all. A magnificent vehicle, yes,
and an extension of us while in incarnation, but still a vehicle and not the eternal
self. I am not calling for a sort of open-house-all-in-together-free-love society. It is
up to the individuals involved to decide what their heart and intuition tells them. If
people want to live together and not have sexual experience with anyone else,
great, wonderful, fantastic. But while they have a right to make the decision of what
they believe is right for them, others have an equal right to make a different choice.
It is not a better or worse choice, it is merely different. So there is no justification for
guilt to be felt by those involved, nor for guilt to be imposed by others who seek to
make everyone else conform to their version of morality.
There is so much that society demands we should feel guilty about. We look back
at the way we treated our parents. We feel guilty if we did not fulfil in our lives what
our parents wanted us to achieve. We think we have let them down. We feel guilty at
the way, perhaps, we treated our own children or other loved ones. We feel guilty if
we work so much that we don’t see enough of our families. We feel guilty if we don’t
work enough and can’t give our children the material things they are programmed
to want. You name it and someone, somewhere, will feel guilty about it.