Enough!Fear and guilt are there to control us, divide us, diminish us, and limit us. Letthem go. These things have to be seen from a much bigger, spiritual, perspective.First of all we choose where and with whom we incarnate. We choose our parentsand they choose us. Instead of holding onto the guilt and resentment of what we seeas an unpleasant childhood or the feeling of letting down our parents, we need toask ourselves why we chose those experiences and why our parents did. What wasthat interaction of people designed to achieve for all parties? My father gave me ahard time mentally and emotionally, but that experience turned out to be essentialto tap the mental and emotional toughness I needed to cope with what hashappened to me since 1990. The experiences my wife and children have had as aresult of what I have said and done has had the same effect on them. Experiencesthat seem terrible in the moment can be seen, with the hindsight and knowledge ofpassing years, to be gifts which allow us to deprogramme from the shallow, manipulated, superficial world we have allowed to solidify around us. We are nothere to fulfil our parents’ ambitions for us. We are here to serve the planet in themost effective way, fling open the prison door, and speed our own, and thecollective, evolution. In the same way, we are not here to impose our beliefs andambitions on our children. We have not come to serve a system created by themanipulators which insists we must work day after day under someone else’scontrol or feel guilty or unworthy if we don’t. Nor are we here to play the materialgame by allowing guilt about our children to make us feel terrible when we can’tgive them what their friends may have. We can give them something that is beyondprice. We can give them unconditional love and we can help them to reconnect withtheir highest potential. You can’t buy that at the computer game store.Another form of guilt is that felt by awakening people at not thinking ‘perfect’,loving thoughts about everyone all the time. We need to be kind to ourselves here.In this imbalanced world, some terrible events happen and we are not going to beimmune to the emotions they attract. When I saw Bill and Hillary Clinton sittingwith assembled children and television cameras in the White House taking politicaladvantage of the Oklahoma bombing, I did not have loving thoughts, I can tell you.Nor am I immune from the frustation of being attacked by those who talk offreedom. It is the way we deal with those emotions that matters. That is verydifferent from not feeling them. We really would be robots if that were the case. Themore we open up to our higher consciousness, the easier it is to keep thinkingpositively, but it’s a process we evolve through and if we feel bad about feeling bad,it will only hold us back by accumulating more guilt.Pattern BreakingAnother form of guilt is this word, karma. It is expressed in many religions andcultures and can be summed up by what you do to others will be done to you. Iaccept that karma exists and I believe it can be expressed as creating our own reality.It is not a punishment, it is a gift. I also feel, as I have said in other books, that karmais created by the intent behind an action, not the action itself. If we do somethingwith good intent and it doesn’t work out, we learn from the experience, but there isno ‘karma’. If, however, we do something that appears to be positive, but it has anulterior, negative intent behind it, there will be a karmic reaction which will lead usinto a situation in which we face what we have done to another. The reason for this isthat positive intent and negative intent create different thought patterns and soattract a different reality. But there are two points to make about karma. One is that itis too often presented as punishment and people feel guilty when negative thingshappen to them because it must be the result of something terrible they have done.And the second is that to explain everything that happens to us as our ‘karma’ (howwe have behaved in the past) is, in my view, misleading and simplistic.In this amazing period of spiritual and, therefore, physical transformation, largenumbers of people are going through sometimes extreme experiences, negative andpositive. These are not all ‘karmic’ experiences, from where I am sitting. They arethe prearranged means by which we are being given the opportunity to deprogramme ourselves. These experiences may be the breakup of a long-termrelationship, the loss of a job, an illness, or our whole life being turned upside downin some other way. The common denominator of all of them is to make our statusquo disappear. Whatever choices we make in the light of these events, one thing iscertain: the status quo, life as it has been, is not an available option. They ensuresome kind of change, often a massive one.The colossal spiritual awakening that I experienced in 1990-91 happened sopublicly that my television career was destroyed. My status quo was demolishedand a great change in my life had to take place. That was not my ‘karma’, in thesense of punishment for past deeds; it was the opportunity to break out of the prisonof thought control. If life gets too comfortable and cosy in the same thought pattern -rut – it can be very difficult to step out of it and move on. Sometimes an upheaval inour lives is necessary to present us with such an opportunity. It seems terrible at thetime, but from my own experience and the countless people I have met who havebeen through this process, you always look back at such events as gifts and notpunishment. Energy codings in our consciousness are triggered, often by astrologicalinfluences, to create change within our magnetic aura and, therefore, our physicallives. This is especially true today with the Great Transformation upon us.The process I have described is pattern breaking, in this case, our personalthought patterns. But we are also affecting other, collective, thought patterns as weopen up to the higher frequencies. A lot of people ask why life can be so toughsometimes, even when we have given our commitment to do whatever is necessaryto support the transformation. I have asked that question myself, many times! As Isaid earlier, some of it will be caused by the facing and cleansing of inner thoughtpatterns from the past we didn’t know we had, but I believe that people who havecome specifically to support the transformation also operate like spiritual kidneymachines. They absorb negative emotions and thought patterns into their energyfields and transform them into another, higher, state. At the time these are beingprocessed by the person, however, they will be living that emotion and experience.They might feel depressed, angry, or in despair, when there is nothing apparentlyhappening in their life that should make them feel like that. Then those feelings willgo quite suddenly without any obvious reason. This, for me, is the process ofcollective pattern breaking and negative energy dispersal. It is a very positivecontribution. But people who are doing this without knowing it often feel guilty atsome of the emotions they are feeling. So much is happening that we don’tunderstand and only when we stop judging ourselves from the viewpoint of theprogrammed status quo will we be able to release our feelings of guilt and fear.ResentmentThis is another emotional cancer which manifests in so much individual and globalself-destruction. If we create our own reality, whatever we experience is of ourcreation. We attract to us an energy field – person and experience – which canreflect our inner self as a physical reality before our eyes. Or, as in the case of theRobot Radicals, they unknowingly help to highlight information by attacking it, so helping us to fulfil our task. Those other people we resent for what they have doneto us have their own imbalances to face and maybe we can help them to do that byour reaction to their behaviour. How we react is an opportunity to look at our innerself. And there is certainly no justification for the resentment we still hold againstanother person because they were an outer expression, a mirror, of the inner us.Responsibility for what happens to us begins and ends with us. People resent thesuccess of others when the only difference between them is the different realitiesthey have created. And who suffers from the resentment we hold onto aboutothers? We do. We punish ourselves by clinging to such patterns and it negativelyaffects our sense of self and reality. We’re the losers in this, not those we resent. Onegood way I find of letting go of guilt and resentment is to visualise the person orexperience involved with a thread connecting them to me. I then project love at theperson and experience, thank them for the gift of knowledge, and visualise thethread being cut and the person/experience drifting away, no longer part of myinner pattern. The Global Elite use resentment to great effect to start conflicts and tokeep them going as each side becomes more resentful at the acts of the other. Oneexpression of this is the so called tit for tat killings in the world’s trouble spots. Ifwe release our resentment, we help the planet and humanity as a whole to releasetheirs. But the biggest winner when we do this is ourselves.If you have done something in your life that you regret or you feel guilty for theeffect it has had on others, remember this: you have all eternity to put right whatyou have done and the experience you put someone through was precisely whatthat person needed for his or her evolution. You are sitting there feeling guiltywhen, viewed from a higher level of understanding, you have made a positivecontribution to their eternal journey. Turn this around from the other perspective ofwhat others have done to you and you see resentment in the same light. And if youhave made ‘mistakes’, how do you know they have not been an essential, andpreplanned, part of your own learning which can help you and others? Who is thebest person to help an alcoholic or drug addict? Someone who has read about it in abook or passed an exam? Or someone who has been there and knows exactly whatit is like? There are no such thing as mistakes, only learning from experience.Accept ‘mistakes’ as a gift, absorb the knowledge, and move on. Fear, resentmentand guilt are yet more by-products of dogma. They result from rigid responses torigid ‘values’. Step out of the dogma and you step out of the by-products.I Am What I AmThere is a great song by Shirley Bassey called I Am What I Am and there is oneparticularly telling line which says: I am what I am and what I am needs noexcuses. Says it all. When you follow the guidance of that feeling centre, yourheart, you are doing whatever you need to do with whomever you need to do it.You are not your brother, or the guy across the street, or the famous person on thetelevision screen. You are you and you are a wonderful you. Every bit as special andunique as anyone else. And your path is not my path or anyone else’s. It is yoursand yours alone. So while we are all part of the same whole, all part of each other, we are the sum total of all our experiences since we first became conscious and thatmeans we are at different points in the journey, with different things to offer anddifferent things to learn. If we allow fear, resentment, and guilt to make us conformto another’s thought pattern and value system, we give away the uniqueness of ourcontribution to the world and we lose the opportunity for experiences designedspecifically for us. It doesn’t matter what you have done in the past. That has gone.It is what you are now, this moment, that is important. I don’t care if you haveserved a prison sentence for an unpleasant crime. I don’t care if you have been JesusChrist or Adolf Hitler. What are you now, this second?Hold on to the uniqueness that is you. Why should you conform to someone else’spattern? Why should you be what someone else insists that you be? You have spentforever developing that uniqueness. Why be a clone now? The pressure to conform issimply the pressure to control. The Global Elite and its Illuminati-Brotherhood cannotcontrol and manipulate billions of people who are expressing their full potential andtheir uniqueness of view. It can only be done by mass mind control that directs theoverwhelming majority to think the same. Only then do you have the herd mentality,the unthinking, unquestioning sheep, following the guy at the front. How would youcontrol a herd of sheep if they all went their different ways, refusing to follow the oneat the front and instead following their own hearts and what felt right for them? Yousimply cannot control them. So being the unique you and resisting the pressure to bea clone is not only to follow your own path and express your true self. It is also, bydefinition, to dismantle the means of global control.Nothing has succeeded in denying our uniqueness more than religion. God saveus from religion. It has been a tool and a creation of the Prison Warders and it hasdone more than anything over the centuries to enforce the uniformity essential tomass control. It is, as I have said before, psychological fascism. The divisions of raceand colour are used in the same way. If you are born into a certain religion or culture,you must follow their rules. If you do not, you are a traitor. Such an approach is notan expression of love and freedom. It is the suppression of both. If you are a victim ofsuch a religion or culture by birth, you do have a choice. You can conform and take, inthe short term, but only the short term, the road of least resistance. Or, like gatheringnumbers, you can acknowledge your own uniqueness, your own mind, and yourpower to control your own destiny. Remember, too, that you chose to incarnate in thesituation that you have. So why did you make that choice? Just to be another clone? Itis rather more likely that it was to give yourself the opportunity to serve Creation,your own evolution, and your fellow men and women by striking out from themental prison and shouting to everyone who can hear: I will not be imprisoned bythe mind of another. I am what I am and what I am needs no excuses!I read an article by a Jewish-born writer called Jon Ronson who wrote of the wayhis religion and culture have reacted to him. He could quite easily have beenspeaking of the extreme versions of Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, or so many youwill-believe-this-because-I-say-so cultures and belief systems. Jon Ronson wrote anarticle in the London Time Out magazine about his attendance at the Jewish funeralof his grandmother, in which he recalled: I’m the only person in the room who doesn’t understand what the hell’s going on.I’m jealous of the warmth of their identity, embarrassed and guilty of my ignorance.Everybody is singing the Hebrew verse, and I am reading the England translations…2,000 years of 100 per cent, pure-bred Orthodox Ronsons without a hint of goyismGentile in the genes, and the bloodline ends here.Ronson wrote another article three weeks later in another magazine or paperdetailing the reaction of fellow Jews to his remarks. Someone sent me a photocopyof this anonymously through the post and so I can’t tell you the date or thepublication. He highlighted one letter which spat out, as he put it, the fact that hewas no better than David Irving, a man who has been vilified for challenging theofficial stories of the Nazi gas chambers. The letter went on: I speak for all myemphasis Jews when I say how you have betrayed and shamed us. We are pleasedthat your bloodline ends here. There we have yet another individual claiming tospeak for all and telling everyone what they should think and do. A clone leadingclones. The people who have bodies which are Jewish or Roman Catholic or Islamicor whatever, cannot be legitimately referred to as one entity. They are, like all racesand peoples, an example of Creation’s infinite beauty and uniqueness. The Jewishhierarchy in their desperation to control are denying the full expression of thoughtand potential that Jewish people can offer the world. It is the same with otherextreme religions, too. And this is causing so much pain for those who wish to bethemselves and not what the self-appointed thought-police demand that they be. Inhis article, Ronson said of the letter from the man claiming to speak for all Jews:The letter shocked the hell out of me at first, and then it made me smile.I photocopied it, and sent it – as reply – to the scores of Jews who had written to me inempathy with the column: Jews who have discovered heathenism to be a pleasanter,and more viable, experience than the cut-throat, school-bully, world of official Judaism…On top of the photocopy, I wrote: This is what we’re leaving behind. Makes you prouddoesn’t it?’And does it make me proud? It’s hard being part of the new, disenfranchisedgeneration of young Jews: Jews who feel, deep down, that our culture is a destructive,arcane, racist, and sectarian one. (I hate hearing Jews bad-mouthing Blacks and Asians.Why do they do this? To deny our past? To help us forget we were the oppressedminority, the ‘dirty immigrant?’ To make us feel more British?)And still we refuse to allow our children to mix with non-Jews. We still clutch,unquestioningly, onto Zionism, even its distasteful aspects. We are self destructing…One aunt, after reading my column, phoned the rest of the family to accuse me of antiSemitism. My family were split down the middle… The idiot that compared me to DavidIrving will undoubtedly read this and become even more incensed. But don’t you realise- you’re the one who’s driving us away. And, judging by the volume of mail I received,you’re driving us away in droves. However, freedom for one must mean freedom for all and Jon Ronson wouldlater reveal his one dimensional view of freedom. While he wishes to be free to behimself, he is less inclined that others should enjoy the same priviledge. As ajournalist on the London Guardian, he rang a BBC TV programme called GoodMorning With Anne And Nick which had invited me to discuss the first edition of thisbook. After Ronson’s call the invitation was withdrawn by the programme, adecision justified by an excuse which insulted the intelligence. Ronson later wrotean article about me which, as witnesses will confirm, gave an outrageouslyinaccurate account of our short meeting. When you respect another’s freedom, MrRonson, you will enjoy freedom yourself. But not until. You create your own reality,as we all do.If you are being imprisoned by Judaism, Roman Catholicism, Islam, Hinduism,or one of the others, you have the opportunity to make a great contribution to thefreedom of yourself and those in your position. The awakening of the humanconsciousness will turn the droves into a tidal wave of people walking away fromthis intergenerational thought and behaviour control. Many volunteers haveincarnated into these cultures and religions at this time to do just that. As thesestructures crumble and fall, the hierarchies will be seen as they really are: able tolead and cling on to power only by fear, guilt, and mental and emotionalsuppression.Don’t deny what you believe, what you think and feel, just because they aredifferent to the prevailing culture in which you find yourself. Those beliefs andfeelings are you. If you deny them, you are denying the real you. What good is thatto anyone? Fear, guilt, dogma: these are the vehicles of human control. Withoutthem there can be no control, no Global Elite. You can let them go now if you sochoose. In doing this, you will be contributing to creating the world we wish to seefor ourselves and those who follow. The means to build that world lies within youand within me. So what are we waiting for?SOURCE1 The 69 sic Bravest Sex Questions (bold, spicy, frank… they’re the ones you’ve alwayswanted to ask!). Yawn. 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