IN THIS CHAPTER, I am going to put more of the pieces of the puzzle together for you. All of the teachings are done in layers that build on itself, which makes it easier for you to understand. So, let us begin with a relaxation technique. Take in a nice deep breath. Now take in another. This last time, I want you to think about the Prana that is coming into your body, filling that empty space within. See the energy coming in. You can only affect the Prana that comes into you when you think about it. It converts to the same frequency as your tonal. If you do not think about what you are breathing in, then you are just breathing in air. When you think about the Prana that is in the air, you take Prana in.
Look around and see the energy in your room. Believe in that energy and tonalize with it. See that energy and breathe it in now, and then exhale.
Notice the difference in how you feel just by thinking about it for only a couple of seconds. One more time, see the Prana energy. Open your arms to the Force that you have forgotten. Open your arms to the God-Force; to the power that you have neglected, forgotten about and starved yourself from.
It will come to you if you think about it. So, embrace it. Now that you are feeling relaxed, I am going to open this up to any questions that you might have on your mind.
Why is it so difficult to be spiritual during the winter months?
Throughout history, there have always been highs and lows in the affect the Force has on this planet. At certain times, the Force is very strong and then it becomes weak. Being weak does not mean it is not present; it just means it is weak. There are times when the Force will reach out and speak
to you. But during other times, it’s just not going to be there at all so you have to turn to it. Winter is a very low point for the Force. It has to do with the position of the planet in its orbit. It depends where the other planets are also, not because of astrology but because solar frequencies are the method the Force uses to talk to us.
We know the sun throws off solar radiation that bombards the planet in multiple frequencies. This is how we receive communication from the Force. Not that it is the sum total of our communication, but it is a portion of that. Because of the position of the planet in its orbit, we do not receive as much of that signal. As spiritual people, we look for that signal to motivate or steer us. When it is weaker, the tonal of the planet, the machine, and the tonal of the red cells dominate. That is what you feel right now. If you were feeling spiritual before, you are now starting to feel depressed because you are being sucked back into the tonal that you tried to escape from for so long. You feel so unmotivated, you cannot even save yourself. You are not drawing on the Force. You just allow yourself to float adrift in the ocean of the collective consciousness.
You have totally forgotten your practices. You get washed if you do not practice the ways of the Force every day and do not think about it. When you do not integrate the Force into your life and you start to feel depleted, you do not feel the change right away. It washes you so you do not even feel it happening. It just removes who you are, layer by layer, until you are demystified. Until what you know just seems to fade away from you.
Why do spiritual people forget to keep up with their practices?
My teachings are not just information. They are a living knowledge.
They are alive. Think of this knowledge as a species, an organism. My words are an organism that permeates you like an energy virus, but a positive virus that becomes a part of your soul. It lives inside of you. When you do not think about your soul, when you do not ponder and reflect on it, you forget about who you are. You become a biological machine and you lose yourself. Sharing this with you is food for this living thing inside of you. You are feeding it with energy and with consciousness. You are feeding it mentally, and that is why it is alive. Perhaps, you are starting to
feel it now. This is what you are craving. It is what you want. When you forget who you are, when you stay away too long, you are washed. You are erased. It will happen to the best of you; therefore, until you are enlightened, stay close to the teacher.
If you drift away, you will lose yourself. Then one day the Force will be strong. You will get up out of bed and ask yourself, “Where have I been?”
You will see how all of your money, all of your possessions, and everything in your life is meaningless. Your purpose in life is gone because you have lost who you are. Rest assured, if anyone happens to drift away, that is their choice. They know what you know now. If you do not feed and take care of your spirituality, the collective consciousness of the planet is so very powerful that it will wash away your memory. It will wash away who you really are. It will wash away your soul and you will become a working organism for this planet. All you will think about is eating, sleeping, how to gratify your flesh, and what your next adventure will be. Only those things become important to you. You will forget who you really are.
By becoming more aware, will I be more apt to resist the planets suppressive tonal?
By awakening in this life, you become a visitor. This is a working organism planet. It is a machine. As you awaken, you become a guest. You begin to become aware of all the people working around you. At some point, were you more aware of your path than you are now? Do you remember what it is like watching other people? You forgot who you are.
You are becoming one of them now and that is the problem. You are becoming just another worker for the planet. That is what you have struggled against. That is where you once were. You finally managed to get away from the mechanism and became aware. You have forgotten the word
aware.
When is the last time you thought of the word aware? It is such a powerful word. You have to remember to feed your awareness. You have to feed your soul. You are miserable because you forgot your spirituality.
When you think spiritually and feed your spirituality, you are not unhappy.
But you are miserable, unhappy, and negative when you are not aware.
Is being aware similar to being enlightened?
Enlightenment has multiple levels, not just one. It is something that you have already entered into. You can enter it very quickly, but it depends on each individual. You were there once, so find your way back to it. You are miserable, not because of the lack of money, your relationships or because your life is not moving forward. You could be a millionaire and still be miserable. It does not matter if you are in debt or have a lot of money. You would still be miserable because you do not have awareness. Instinctually, you were aware once before, and nothing compares to that. You can think about all the material things in your life that you assume will satisfy you.
But none of those will fulfill you. That is the illusion of red cell thinking.
You have to remember awareness again. If you have awareness, you can go to Alaska in the middle of the winter and it will be wonderful. If you have awareness, you can work in your job and you will not be unhappy.
Remember who you are and your past lessons. Remember the Force is everywhere around you. But remember the most important thing: The Force cannot become one with you unless you choose to understand It enough for It to merge with you. If you do not think about the Force, the Force cannot touch you.
You are made of material from the Earth. You are an organism. It is your tonal, your spirit that separates you and allows this body to commune with a higher source rather than a lower source. When you do not think about and practice what you know, you become part of the frequency of the Earth. You know what the difference is. A spiritual person can see spiritual phenomena and a non-spiritual person cannot. This is because they exist at two different frequencies. You reflect more when you are aware. You have interesting dreams and strange or unusual experiences.
When you reach the higher states of consciousness, do not think it is just a coincidence. If you feel that way, your state of consciousness can lose its importance when that happens too often. The Force dropped its frequency of our planet and you dropped with it because you were not paying attention to it. You lost your signal like a satellite. You are running around in circles not knowing what to do with yourself, and the world just
sucked you right back in before you even realized it. Your whole life became about bills and your relationships. All of that is trivial! It is trivial.
Believe in the Force. Trust yourself to the Force and all things in your life will have meaning again. If you were meant to be poor, accept it. Do not depend on material wealth while you are here on Earth. Instead, prepare for the riches of Heaven. In other words, prepare yourself for what’s beyond this world by doing the work now.
So one should not desire material things?
I am not saying there is anything wrong with having money or material possessions. In this life, you will always have bills to pay. There will always be people who try to bring you down, but all of this is just trivial stuff. If I lost my house tomorrow, it would really suck, but it’s a trivial thing in the greater scope of things. I could just write it off. If I lost the school, I could write it off. But you know something? I am a very, very rich man and I know that. I know how a millionaire or billionaire feels and I know that they wish they could have what I have. They would give me everything they have to get it if they thought they could attain enlightenment that easy. I truly believe that.
You will be much happier if you remember the teachings. Go back to your toolbox. Go back to your practices. Practice what you know. When you are constantly thinking and stewing on the problems in your life, you give away your power. You give in to your miseries and the unimportant things.
How can I stop myself from overly focusing on the petty things in life?
Feel the sun on your face. Smell the air when you take a walk. Feel the Force in your life, and thank God you are here to collect all of those experiences. Then you will realize how trivial and unimportant everything else is. It will all work out. Your bills will get paid and your life will get better. The machine pushes you through. It is going to push you no matter what happens. It is like a wave on the ocean. You will be pushed ashore sooner or later.
So, do not be so hard on yourselves. Read the Desiderata. Be kind to yourself. Only when you can relax will you let the Force into you. If you grab the bull by the horns, so to speak, you will not win. You will only get tired. Yet this is what you are doing. Somewhere you forgot who and what you are. You forgot your teachings. Instead of being like a reed in the wind, you are getting stiff. You are pushing against it. Remember your teachings because life will be a lot more rewarding. Do not think for a moment that I am above all of this because I get caught up in being a human being, too.
Will being aware lead to awakening?
Awakening is not something that just hits you on the head. Awakening comes from logic, reasoning, deduction, and training. When you meditate, think about your spirituality. Think about your awareness and the Force.
Then subtly think about what you need to accomplish in your life. If you need a better job, trust it to the Force. Praying to God is talking to God —
meditating is listening to God. The Force knows what you need. If you simply apply to your needs, it will fulfill them. I truly believe that. It’s like baking a cake and adding the salt. Now salt is not bitter, it adds flavor, but it depends on how much or how little you use. You are baking the cake of your spirituality. You have to add the desire as a pinch and it will be perfect and resolve itself.
Have you ever been aware of what happens when you are depressed, but after meditating, everything seems to iron itself out? I had a student come to me once who was almost in tears. I told him time and again to meditate.
Finally he did. Almost overnight he got a job and the situation with his house was resolved. Every problem in his life ironed itself out. These dilemmas in life occur because you become part of the machine; you become part of the product. Walk In-Between. Remember your teachings.
Remember who you are. Awaken. Stay awakened. Feed yourself.
Remember that you are a spiritual being. You are no longer part of the machine.
Once you are aware of this knowledge, you can never go back. You can never forget it. The knowledge is always with you, and that is the reason why you are so miserable. It is the part of you that feels so unfulfilled. You
can never fit back into that square peg anymore. You are not square anymore; you are round. That is what you have to realize. It is not anyone else’s choice but your own. You will always be miserable doing anything else. The only way that you can be happy is to find a way for your life and your spirituality to walk the same path in duality together. You must harmonize the two. If you do too much focusing on your work and not on your spirituality, you will not be happy. If you do too much spirituality, you will not be happy with your physical life. You have to balance them both.
Even though you have heard a lot of this before, you know that I am right. You can feel that I am right. You can feel that it is changing you right now. Isn’t there a part of you that acknowledges how good this feels? If there is another part of you that is still fighting it, it is because you are still caught in your humanness. The more that I can share with you, providing these thoughts to you, the more you can understand. Then you can become part of this hologram rather than it becoming material for you. This allows you to move freely as a conscious being. You have to understand more of the Force than you already do. The more you can understand the Force, the more your brain will accept the greater reality of all of this. Let me turn the tables on you. Give me an example of evolution.
What comes to mind is infections and penicillin.
In what way?
Bacteria, after being treated with penicillin can become immune to the effects of penicillin because the bacteria have learned to deal with that problem.
How did it learn?
It reproduces quickly. Eventually the bacteria will mutate slightly so that it is not susceptible to the antibiotic.
How does the bacteria know about mutating?
Its goal is to live, no matter what.
Are the bacteria intelligent enough to know how to mutate in order to fight off the antibiotic?
No.
There is a Divine Force that thinks for it so it can specifically do what it needs to do to overcome the threat of the penicillin. Evolution is that Force.
It is an act in motion. It is when things happen beyond coincidence. I always think of new ways to prove that the Force exists. In religion, they say to just have faith. I always look for ways to help you to better understand. The day that you really understand is the day you too can walk through walls, that you can do incredible miracles. But you have to make absolute sense of all of this so you can say, “I’m no longer bound by the rules of this dimension.” You will always be bound to this dimension as long as you mentally cannot break free from how it works or how you understand it. If it’s not truth to you, you cannot break past it. It has to make perfect sense to you. Until that becomes absolute truth to you, you will not understand it. You will not reach that next level.