Whoa! Oh God! Whoa!

It makes sense, doesn’t it?

Yeah, very much so.

You can put on the shoes and then you can do more things because of them. I am talking to you and I am trying to help you to conceive things that you have never really thought about before. Suddenly, you will go,

“Wow, this now makes more sense to me,” and then you will start doing amazing stuff. You will see stuff moving through the walls. You will begin to feel other people’s presences. You will be able to heal people because you will just know how to do it. It’s just going to be common sense, like the way you look at those shoes.

Intuition.

No, it’s beyond intuition. You just know. Is it intuition to put the shoes on? Or does it just make sense?

It’s logical.

Why is this logical? It is because you have bridged a lot of concepts until you got to the point where you can make sense of it.

Well, I’m talking about what you’re saying… to think about the feeling of it. It’s more like a soul intuition, like your soul telling you how to do it with your logical mind.

Your soul tells you that you want to heal. It doesn’t tell you how to heal.

That’s the difference. Even as an energy being, you are logical and intelligent. It’s a fundamental truth of the universe. It’s been proven forever. You’re constantly thinking. That is why you chose this body.

If we project out information or we project out energy into the Universe, does it also come back to us?

Well, I call that sampling. If you send something out, technically you can’t have an empty amount of space. So if you send energy out, something else moves in. You’re like a giant chemistry lab. Whatever comes into you, you analyze, study, experience, and grow from. So if you put energy out to the Universe, what you get back always makes you more because you can never become less than who you are. You can only accumulate; you can never deteriorate energies.

Are you saying that your tonal can only drop to a certain level?

You can have something and then never use it. If you never use it, you may as well never have it.

I just think that if you don’t access a high tonal, it’s useless.

It doesn’t matter. It’s the knowledge that creates a higher tonal. Tonal is something that you develop. If you have a tuning fork and you use it, then you have the knowledge if you can match the pitch. If you have a tuning fork but don’t practice with it, then there’s no point in owning it. You can make it sound but you have to put forth the effort.

If you tap the tuning fork, then it’s like singing. Everybody has a voice but not everybody knows how to sing.

True. If you want to learn a technique, one of the things that I suggest for you to do is lie down in a quiet place without other people around, clear your mind and think about your past. Choose a moment in your life and visually recreate it in your mind, that very moment, that very place, and feel what you felt. Then, as an adult with the knowledge you have gained as a more mature person, give that knowledge to yourself.

In other words, express an emotion to yourself, “It’s going to be okay.

It’s going to be all right.”

Linked to the past?

That’s right. Don’t think about whether it’s going to work or not. Just do it. Let me explain something else to you. Time cannot be moved. We can’t move through time but you’re still reliving every single moment of your existence from the day you were born; it doesn’t stop. Under hypnosis, you can relive incredible details that you think you have totally forgotten.

Every single second is recorded. We are the best recording system in the entire world. There isn’t even a computer that can come close to us. We record in sound, sight, smell, taste, touch, and texture.

Wouldn’t you like to be able to plug into the TV and become the character in the movie and relive everything that they are doing? You have been recording information your whole life. As a soul, you have recorded the years of your life. Your body is a giant recording mechanism. You are a giant state of the art camcorder and everything is recorded, such as whom you are now, how you perceive things, and how you think. You record the

limits of what you feel and what you think. The things that can prevent you from doing psychic things are created by all the experiences in your mind.

They are all parts of your personality: the child, the adult, the angry person, and the lover are all within you. Remember what I said earlier. You are made up of hundreds of different personalities. These personalities were all created the day you started living. Go back into your mind and find those personalities. They are alive; counsel them so that they can become more knowledgeable in your mind. So when they move to your consciousness now, you will say, “I just feel like I understand more.” It’s like making an investment ten years ago.

So the best bet is to project the entirety of your wisdom from here to there?

You amplify the now. You amplify what you are now. You amplify your spirituality and your wisdom.

The future me could be doing this to me right now.

Exactly, it doesn’t matter if you really are going back in time or if you’re going back here; it’s still going to pay off.

I want to ask if it’s very important to project into the future in addition to the past.

You’ve lived in the past so you can have more knowledge of a moment.

Thus that makes it easier to change it. The past is something that you already know. Obviously, it’s easier to affect the past, even if it’s just a mental note. I think that all psychic abilities are suppressed. As a Cro-Magnon human, you survived using your psychic abilities. You sensed your environment as you walked. You relied on your psychic sense to find the caves that you could use for shelter. Also, because you walked everywhere and you were small, you were preyed on. In turn, you had to know which way to go for water, which way for food, and which sense to use if

something was preying on you. These were all psychic abilities. You lost those psychic abilities over time. All of those psychic abilities are still within the capability of your brain, but they are repressed.

I can sense if somebody’s watching me so they are still there.

Yes, but not all of your senses remain and certainly not to their full potential. They have all been suppressed. You need to ask yourself how you can free that knowledge. How do you free that emotion, those senses? They are also suppressed by society’s structured way of thinking that has been pounded into your brain. By healing yourself, giving yourself psychotherapy, you release certain emotional patterns within the brain and that allows you to feel and sense things. I think that is really a big deal. The other thing is that you have to experience your self. There is a little trick to experiencing your self. Everybody thinks of their selves but they never experience their ‘ selves.’ We know exactly the kind of emotion we need to emit to release a certain blockage. We know that all animals need a certain amount of affection. We know that monkeys need to hold a doll or have a replacement mother, because monkeys who receive that affection and attention as babies are more secure and more developed than monkeys that grow up without that.

I think a lot of people don’t have a communion with their ‘ selves.’ As I said to you before, there is the “me” and there is the “I.” The “I” is your soul; the “me” is your flesh and blood. You are both right now so you have to learn to work with both. One of the interesting things is to try to feel your inner emotion, but men have a difficult time doing that. Sit up so that your feet are touching or sit Indian style. Are you ready for silliness now?

Have you ever hugged yourself?

I pat myself on the back.

Can you readily admit that, in privacy, you have attempted to hug yourself?

I have.

Have you ever tried to nurture yourself? I want you to simply hug yourself. Feel what it is like to turn inward. It’s a very interesting concept.

When you hug yourself, it feels like somebody is embracing you, but it’s really you that’s embracing you. The patterns in your brain get confused for a moment, but there is another part of you that becomes sympathetic to the self and that is very healing. If cancer patients and other ill people did this, they would heal themselves at a very rapid rate.

You have an inner universe; you have millions of living organisms in your body. How do you reference yourself other than saying to others, “Oh, I’m doing well.” You don’t. You need to learn to love yourself by saying internally, “Everything is good; everything is working well; everything is healthy.” One of the ways you can do that is by hugging yourself. It’s not effective because it is a strange thing to do, but it’s a way of turning your mind within. So just go ahead and do this for a second. Put your hands up and around yourself; just close your eyes; feel your arms touching yourself, and just love yourself. It’s almost like you are embracing yourself. Feel that affection. It’s like you want to acknowledge that you’re happy; you’re so proud of yourself; you feel good with yourself, and you want yourself to evolve. You want yourself to become something more than what you are now. Give yourself that nurturing, and also feel yourself feeling your self.

The duality of this is that your brain says, “Wait a minute; I can feel others but how do I explain to myself that I’m experiencing my self?” That’s when the brain starts to work in a diversified manner, because it doesn’t sense that as logical.

You can feel yourself feeling your self, and that’s something that is not familiar to you. It’s actually very foreign, but it feels good doesn’t it?

I do that in meditation, but not physically. I turn my energy into myself.

Yeah, but the point is to have physical contact with the self. Do it physically because you are also a physical being. Your hands are the most sensitive part of your body. They are the most utilized part. You have to rid

yourself of the ego. That is really what prevents you from spiritually evolving because it controls what you allow yourself to sense, feel, and do.

You can heal your inner self. You can also talk to yourself as a second party or second person as if you’re conveying an important message, telling yourself you are doing well. You can be the empathetic voice, the voice of encouragement to yourself, and it really works.

Can I tap into my female energy?

Absolutely, that’s what I’m trying to point out. You are tapping into your polarities. It is working with your self instead of by yourself. You are helping to help yourself. You are helping to encourage yourself. If nobody is going to compliment you, you cannot say to other people, “I need compliments please. I need encouragement right now.” People don’t normally know how to do that. I’m not a very encouraging person, I admit it, but people do need encouragement.

That is what the monkey story was signifying. If anyone knows what you need and can give it to you, that is you. You can balance yourself by understanding yourself. This is what allows your sensory to become higher, more intuitive, and more spiritual. It means you are balanced or at least you can begin to understand what it means to be balanced. If your mind is constantly in turmoil, doesn’t have companionship, is frustrated and worried about things, why not be your own best friend?

About five years ago, I went through a six month period when I did not have any regrets. For example, if I was mean to somebody, I didn’t feel guilty. Then, all of a sudden, I had this stint where I felt all these things from the past that I had forgotten about. Then all this guilt from all these events that I didn’t remember was all coming up. I had to go through the pain that I had blocked out before.

Your brain is a machine and it affects the body; however, the mind is who you really are. When the brain starts dumping all the garbage from your past, it jams up and it cannot function. It is like a computer. Do you understand the fundamentals of a computer? If you start putting in software

and it starts to bulk up or starts to override the auto-reset that allows it to comply with other new programs you’re putting in, what happens? You have to shut the computer off, reboot it, and let it sort itself out in order to function better.

So when you start investigating your own mind, you are going to come across huge issues that need to be resolved. New scientific studies are now being done on the brain; it’s very interesting. They consist of a new hypothesis about dreams being your brain’s way of working out experiences. When you dream, the dream state brings you through certain emotions, almost as if to chemically balance the brain in order to resolve certain issues.

There is stuff buried deeply that has never been fully digested by the brain and it is still trying to understand why or how to conceive those unresolved things. The child always says, “Why does it rain? Why is the sky blue? Why is this? Why is that?” As adults, we do the same thing only in a more complex way. The brain wants to know. Painful things happen, things that shock us. Things still seem intimidating and overwhelming even as adults. Sometimes we cannot process it. But as we get older we have more tools to process those emotions and thoughts from the past even though it may not be as painful. That is a very normal thing. You deal with things when you are ready for them.

So we’re like a computer that doesn’t have the power to process the information that is presented?

At that particular time in your life, you may not have been able to process a certain event. That is true. But you now have the capacity to work it out, right? Sometimes those unresolved feelings just sit there, affecting other parts of you. It can make you ill. It can lead to cancer, tumors, and body ailments. It can cause you to stutter. It can slow down your reading capabilities. You may not even know it’s there or that you have a problem.

You may think that you have resolved all the problems and issues in your life, but they’re still there. It is a matter of sitting down and thinking about your whole life from the earliest moment and just going through it like fast-forwarding a video. But in the process, counsel yourself saying, “Yeah,

that really sucked when my father did that to me and I was really hurt. But you know something, I’m here now and I’m going to be okay.” It sounds like a strange thing to do, but if you want to reach the highest level of your mental capacity, isn’t it wise to clear out all of the bullshit in your mind?

Clear your mind.

That’s right, you have to lay a stable foundation and that’s what sharpens your mind. Everybody has stuff that has happened to them. It’s just a matter of doing a mind defragmentation like you do with a computer.

You are defragmenting, sorting, fixing, and making everything perform at its peak capacity.

You said that when we sleep, we’re basically absorbing everything we learned that day. Somebody told me the same thing the other day when I was trying to explain about how your spirit learns. When you sleep, your spirit doesn’t sleep. It just keeps going and so do your experiences.

They go up to your brain and relay everything you’ve done during the day. That is exactly what I was trying to explain to him.

I don’t necessarily think that’s the only thing that happens. I think there are stages of dreaming.

The other point that I wanted to make is the speed that you process information. One hour normal time can be made into ten hours of dream time because you can speed up the thinking process in that dream state of mind, like a computer. It’s like hitting turbo speed. You can still calculate figures but it takes five seconds compared to ten minutes.