“I can’t see that yet, but I’ll bet it’s colorful.” She grinned again. “This is the first good news—the first break. They’re intrigued; they truly don’t want to destroy him—‘wasteful,’ that’s the word Aro will use—and that may be enough to force him to get creative. The longer he spends on his plans, the better for us.”
It wasn’t enough to make me hopeful, to make me feel the relief she obviously felt. There were still so many ways that we could be too late. And if I didn’t get through the walls into the Volturi city, I wouldn’t be able to stop Alice from dragging me back home.
“Alice?”
“What?”
“I’m confused. How are you seeing this so clearly? And then other times, you see things far away—things that don’t happen?”
Her eyes tightened. I wondered if she guessed what I was thinking of.
“It’s clear because it’s immediate and close, and I’m really concentrating. The faraway things that come on their own—those are just glimpses, faint maybes. Plus, I see my kind more easily than yours. Edward is even easier because I’m so attuned to him.”
“You see me sometimes,” I reminded her.
She shook her head. “Not as clearly.”
I sighed. “I really wish you could have been right about me. In the beginning, when you first saw things about me, before we even met . . .”
“What do you mean?”
“You saw me become one of you.” I barely mouthed the words.
She sighed. “It was a possibility at the time.”
“At the time,” I repeated.
“Actually, Bella . . .” She hesitated, and then seemed to make a choice. “Honestly, I think it’s all gotten beyond ridiculous. I’m debating whether to just change you myself.”
I stared at her, frozen with shock. Instantly, my mind resisted her words. I couldn’t afford that kind of hope if she changed her mind.
“Did I scare you?” she wondered. “I thought that’s what you wanted.”
“I do!” I gasped. “Oh, Alice, do it now! I could help you so much—and I wouldn’t slow you down. Bite me!”
“Shh,” she cautioned. The attendant was looking in our direction again. “Try to be reasonable,” she whispered. “We don’t have enough time. We have to get into Volterra tomorrow. You’d be writhing in pain for days.” She made a face. “And I don’t think the other passengers would react well.”
I bit my lip. “If you don’t do it now, you’ll change your mind.”
“No.” She frowned, her expression unhappy. “I don’t think I will. He’ll be furious, but what will he be able to do about it?”
My heart beat faster. “Nothing at all.”
She laughed quietly, and then sighed. “You have too much faith in me, Bella. I’m not sure that I can. I’ll probably just end up killing you.”
“I’ll take my chances.”
“You are so bizarre, even for a human.”
“Thanks.”
“Oh well, this is purely hypothetical at this point, anyway. First we have to live through tomorrow.”
“Good point.” But at least I had something to hope for if we did. If Alice made good on her promise—and if she didn’t kill me—then Edward could run after his distractions all he wanted, and I could follow. I wouldn’t let him be distracted. Maybe, when I was beautiful and strong, he wouldn’t want distractions.
“Go back to sleep,” she encouraged me. “I’ll wake you up when there’s something new.”
“Right,” I grumbled, certain that sleep was a lost cause now. Alice pulled her legs up on the seat, wrapping her arms around them and leaning her forehead against her knees. She rocked back and forth as she concentrated.
I rested my head against the seat, watching her, and the next thing I knew, she was snapping the shade closed against the faint brightening in the eastern sky.
“What’s happening?” I mumbled.
“They’ve told him no,” she said quietly. I noticed at once that her enthusiasm was gone.
My voice choked in my throat with panic. “What’s he going to do?”
“It was chaotic at first. I was only getting flickers, he was changing plans so quickly.”
“What kinds of plans?” I pressed.
“There was a bad hour,” she whispered. “He’d decided to go hunting.”
She looked at me, seeing the incomprehension in my face.
“In the city,” she explained. “It got very close. He changed his mind at the last minute.”
“He wouldn’t want to disappoint Carlisle,” I mumbled. Not at the end.
“Probably,” she agreed.
“Will there be enough time?” As I spoke, there was a shift in the cabin pressure. I could feel the plane angling downward.
“I’m hoping so—if he sticks to his latest decision, maybe.”
“What is that?”
“He’s going to keep it simple. He’s just going to walk out into the sun.”
Just walk out into the sun. That was all.
It would be enough. The image of Edward in the meadow—glowing, shimmering like his skin was made of a million diamond facets—was burned into my memory. No human who saw that would ever forget. The Volturi couldn’t possibly allow it. Not if they wanted to keep their city inconspicuous.
I looked at the slight gray glow that shone through the opened windows. “We’ll be too late,” I whispered, my throat closing in panic.
She shook her head. “Right now, he’s leaning toward the melodramatic. He wants the biggest audience possible, so he’ll choose the main plaza, under the clock tower. The walls are high there. He’ll wait till the sun is exactly overhead.”
“So we have till noon?”
“If we’re lucky. If he sticks with this decision.”
The pilot came on over the intercom, announcing, first in French and then in English, our imminent landing. The seat belt lights dinged and flashed.
“How far is it from Florence to Volterra?”
“That depends on how fast you drive….Bella?”
“Yes?”
She eyed me speculatively. “How strongly are you opposed to grand theft auto?”
A bright yellow Porsche screamed to a stop a few feet in front of where I paced, the word TURBO scrawled in silver cursive across its back. Everyone beside me on the crowded airport sidewalk stared.
“Hurry, Bella!” Alice shouted impatiently through the open passenger window.
I ran to the door and threw myself in, feeling as though I might as well be wearing a black stocking over my head.
“Sheesh, Alice,” I complained. “Could you pick a more conspicuous car to steal?”
The interior was black leather, and the windows were tinted dark. It felt safer inside, like nighttime.
Alice was already weaving, too fast, through the thick airport traffic—sliding through tiny spaces between the cars as I cringed and fumbled for my seat belt.
“The important question,” she corrected, “is whether I could have stolen a faster car, and I don’t think so. I got lucky.”
“I’m sure that will be very comforting at the roadblock.”
She trilled a laugh. “Trust me, Bella. If anyone sets up a roadblock, it will be behind us.” She hit the gas then, as if to prove her point.
I probably should have watched out the window as first the city of Florence and then the Tuscan landscape flashed past with blurring speed. This was my first trip anywhere, and maybe my last, too. But Alice’s driving frightened me, despite the fact that I knew I could trust her behind the wheel. And I was too tortured with anxiety to really see the hills or the walled towns that looked like castles in the distance.
“Do you see anything more?”
“There’s something going on,” Alice muttered. “Some kind of festival. The streets are full of people and red flags. What’s the date today?”
I wasn’t entirely sure. “The nineteenth, maybe?”
“Well, that’s ironic. It’s Saint Marcus Day.”
“Which means?”
She chuckled darkly. “The city holds a celebration every year. As the legend goes, a Christian missionary, a Father Marcus—Marcus of the Volturi, in fact—drove all the vampires from Volterra fifteen hundred years ago. The story claims he was martyred in Romania, still trying to drive away the vampire scourge. Of course that’s nonsense—he’s never left the city. But that’s where some of the superstitions about things like crosses and garlic come from. Father Marcus used them so successfully. And vampires don’t trouble Volterra, so they must work.” Her smile was sardonic. “It’s become more of a celebration of the city, and recognition for the police force—after all, Volterra is an amazingly safe city. The police get the credit.”
I was realizing what she meant when she’d said ironic. “They’re not going to be very happy if Edward messes things up for them on St. Marcus Day, are they?”
She shook her head, her expression grim. “No. They’ll act very quickly.”
I looked away, fighting against my teeth as they tried to break through the skin of my lower lip. Bleeding was not the best idea right now.
The sun was terrifyingly high in the pale blue sky.
“He’s still planning on noon?” I checked.
“Yes. He’s decided to wait. And they’re waiting for him.”
“Tell me what I have to do.”
She kept her eyes on the winding road—the needle on the speedometer was touching the far right on the dial.
“You don’t have to do anything. He just has to see you before he moves into the light. And he has to see you before he sees me.”
“How are we going to work that?”
A small red car seemed to be racing backward as Alice zoomed around it.
“I’m going to get you as close as possible, and then you’re going to run in the direction I point you.”
I nodded.
“Try not to trip,” she added. “We don’t have time for a concussion today.”
I groaned. That would be just like me—ruin everything, destroy the world, in a moment of klutziness.
The sun continued to climb in the sky while Alice raced against it. It was too bright, and that had me panicking. Maybe he wouldn’t feel the need to wait for noon after all.
“There,” Alice said abruptly, pointing to the castle city atop the closest hill.
I stared at it, feeling the very first hint of a new kind of fear. Every minute since yesterday morning—it seemed like a week ago—when Alice had spoken his name at the foot of the stairs, there had been only one fear. And yet, now, as I stared at the ancient sienna walls and towers crowning the peak of the steep hill, I felt another, more selfish kind of dread thrill through me.
I supposed the city was very beautiful. It absolutely terrified me.
“Volterra,” Alice announced in a flat, icy voice.